I have so much on my mind right now that I really need to try and focus on the eternal perspective and what's right. I know that we have trials and hard times for a reason... sometimes I just wish that I could have a break from them for once in my life. I just feel like right now the storms are raging in my life with financial problems, living situation issues, missing my mom horribly, feeling lonely and dealing with out of control emotions. I shouldn't even feel bad though because I do have a lot to be grateful for and I know the Rock I can trust in to keep me grounded through these Storms. And I just to need to live the best way I can and have faith that Heavenly Father loves me and will make everything work out right- even if it's not what I expect or desire. Just endure Sarah... just endure.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
I really have hardly anything to write about. I woke up feeling awful this morning and I was really scared that maybe I was getting pneumonia or something because my chest hurt so bad and I was having a hard time breathing. I called Robert to see if he could come home in case I needed to go to the Doctor and also to help me out with the 3 little ones. That didn't work out so instead I had to get over it and basically "get 'er done." After I started changing and feeding the babies, cleaning and doing laundry I started to feel a little better. I just was a little slower than usual. I'm feeling better than I did this morning but still crappy. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow because we have a pretty busy weekend planned.