This blog contains some very personal and emotional things about me. I have written about them because I feel I need to get out some of my feelings instead of keeping them bottled up inside me all the time. I have debated in the past about whether to put such personal stuff in my blog because I don't want to offend anyone or make anyone feel uncomfortable. But I've decided that this is my blog and I can't not be who I am- which is open and honest. And I've also realized blogging is like therapy to me in that it helps me express and realize my thoughts and feelings in no other way possible. I don't claim to be right or perfect- this is just who I am and I'm working every day to be better. So please don't be offended and if you're not into the deeper stuff just skip the posts that have a disclaimer on them. Thanks for reading otherwise!